Your Birthday.

Yesterday, 13th August 2013 was my birthday. 

Happy 22nd Birthday to me. Thank you friends for the surprise. I love it.

And today, 14th August 2013, it's your birthday.

Dear Ex, today is your birthday. I can't send a wish to you.

But, I just can write the birthday wish here.

Dear Ex, I hope that you will be good at anything you do.

You are you and I'm actually glad because you came into my life.

Happy 20th Birthday Dear Ex.

You are awesome and fabulous. I wish you all the best.

Sincerely, from Afie.

Officially :)

Whoa, it's has been quite a time I didn't wrote something here. And today I want to share something that I cherished so much.

Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah. Finally, I'm officially a diploma holder. Diploma in Accountancy. Although it's just a DIPLOMA, but it's means a lot to me.

Through hardships, tears, joyful, sadness and happiness, finally I managed to get myself a diploma. 15th May 2013, I stood on the stage and received the scroll from my Vice Chancellor, Tan Sri Prof. Dr. Ir Sahol Hamid and yes, I can't described my feelings during that time. But thank Allah, I finally graduated on time and also with a great result.

Mara University of Technology. A place I spent my 3 years doing diploma. Many lecturers had taught me. And none of the lecturers would forget my name because of my 'outstanding' behavior. HAHA! I can't doubt on that. Many things had happened during my diploma time. Starting from love until quarreling with my own classmates. Hurm, just forget what had happened.

Mama, Papa, this is my gift to you. Even though it's just a diploma, but I think I have made you two proud of me. I love you Mama and Papa. Thank you for your support and non stop courages. You two are my suns and stars.

Lecturers and friends, without all of you, I think I wouldn't managed to get up here. Thank you lecturers. Thank you friends. I love all of you. Lecturers of Faculty of Accountancy, UiTM Samarahan, I would not forget all of you. You all are the best.

And now, I'm still here in UiTM. Pursuing my first degree. Bachelor Degree in Business Administration (Honours) Finance. InsyaaAllah, I will finish this program by early 2015. Insya Allah. Wish me all the best.

Sayang :')

KENAPA AKU STILL SAYANG DIA??

Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia dh tinggalkan kau?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia dh buang kau?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia dh hancurkan hati kau?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia dh pijak cinta kau?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia runtuhkan mahligai kau?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia pergi tanpa belas?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau kau menangis dia pandang kau penuh benci?
Kenapa kau still sayang dia, walau dia tak pernah pikir susah kau?

Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa ko still sayang dia?!!~

SEBAB...

Bila dia tinggalkan aku, aku sedar kelemahan diri aku,
punca dia pergi.

Bila dia buang aku. aku makin dekat dengan Tuhan,
dan aku tahu ujian ini untuk aku baiki diri..
Bukan merosakkan diri aku dengan kebencian.

Bila dia hancurkan hati aku. Aku teringat betapa banyak hati dia aku hancurkan,
tanpa aku sedari..

Bila dia pijak cinta aku. Aku tahu cinta tu dah lama tak berkembang tak di baja.
Atas kelalaian dan kealpaan aku.
Bila di pijak baru aku tercungap untuk bernafas dan cuba bangun dan kembang semula.

Bila dia runtuhkan mahligai aku, saat tu, ia hanya mahligai kaca, yang pudar sinarnya
hanya tiang cinta yang membuat ia terus berdiri.

Bila dia pergi tanpa belas, aku kenal dia, aku tahu dia berperang dengan dirinya.
Mencari kekuatan untuk berlalu pergi.

Bila dia pandang aku penuh benci itu kerana
dia benci kenapa dia tak dapat melupakan ku.
Dia sayangkan aku, walau dia cuba nafikan.

Bila dia tak pernah pikir susah aku.
Sebenarnya dia tak pernah berhenti memikirkan aku.

Dan kerana itu, aku still sayang dia.
Dan mengharapkan peluang dari Tuhan untuk perbaiki segalanya..!!~
Dan aku berjanji,
Walau sesaat aku takkan sia kan...

Aku kau dan hanya kita sayang.

Aku akan ingat dikau sentiasa. FH :')