When the Leader is a Women.

What would you feel when a women be as your leader?

Feel awkward? Uncomfortable?

Women usually want to be perfect. Either in their life and want to be a successful person.

But sometimes, when women are our leader in one organization, they tend to do it over the limit. They want the entire job done perfectly. They want the entire job done by them. Sometimes, they don’t want to listen to others.

Community members. What are community members?

What are the purposes of community members? Are they just being appointed just to sit and listen to the leader? Are they just elected just to say "yes" to the leader? I think this is what happening right now.

Leader?

Meeting?

Round table?

Commitment from the members?

Or only the leader exists in the organization?

The entire thing that happen in the organization, they decided it without any discussion with the community members.

After all, when comes to the mistakes that done by themselves, they tend to point somebody else's.

I think this is funny. Very FUNNY. Typical Malaysian. They think inside the box. Never think outside the box. For me, I want what am I trying to do am for the best. Not perfect and not just for fun.

I accept advice from the others.

But can the leader accept that too?

They might think that what they did, what they have come with and what have they think is always right.

They are good. Really good. But, aren't they giving their best in their work?

Conducting a meeting. Yes. They surely can. But what is actually meeting conducted too?

Listen to the leader speech? Listen and do what the leader asks?

For me this is totally wrong.

Why must this leader conduct a meeting instead giving the memos?

Huh! I'm sick with this.

They just do their work and decide it by their own. Suppose all the information is to be shared. Not until it's printed out then we realize the mistakes and the leader pull their face off!

Please. WE MUST LISTEN TO OTHER.

I don't want to take the consequences on what have you done today on the next day. I really don't want too.

Never mind. Just blame me. No need to thanks me. But, remember, one day you might think that I'm right. I'm doing this because of our own good. Not like the way you think. You want to make it easy but in wrong manners.

I don't want anything to happen. So, I ask somebody for her opinion. I don't want to make myself get into trouble. If you insist to do what you want, just state your name in it but not mine.

Remember. Think wisely. Ask for the advice for others.

Thanks. :)

KING.

Relationship? What can I say? It's like a ship on the sea. No matter how big, how powerful, how expensive and how exclusive the ship, it still can't bear the wave from the ocean. It still wobbles no matter how strong the ships are. If the ship takes a wrong direction, it might sink in the ocean like what we saw in one of the most successful movie, a romance genre movie, TITANIC.

"You jump, I jump".

"I'm the KING of the world."

Familiar with the dialog isn't? HEHE. That was two of the dialogs in the Titanic between Rose and Jack. :)

How romantic they were.

But, Jack had made a promise with Rose that he will not leave Rose alone and will forever stay with her. But all of that quotes are lies. Lies of love.

Everything that happens when we are in love is different. The entire thing that we do together is like the most unforgettable memories ever. :D

But, what does actually the meaning of love? The meaning of being in a relationship?

Is a relationship is only for romances and sweet thing. And until one time, we get into fighting and blame each other then just simply to break off the relationship that has been built for about a time.

Ego, hot tempered, selfish, stubborn, and jealousy is part of our characteristic. But, do we aware that, this behaviour sometimes can turn down our relationship.

We need understanding from each other. But because of the EGO and the hot tempered this entire thing were disappeared. Where is the happiness before? Where is the joy, the laugh and the jokes?

Because of ego, they blaming each other. Because of no compromise, we tend to get into argument.

What I need is just understanding. If the relationship is just like an order from one person and the couple just follows the rules and orders, what kind of relationship is this? Military training is it?

For me, it just simple. Come over and face to face. Sit and talk! No offence. There's no need to get into fight until we make ourselves suffered because of our own ego.

Throw away the ego and turn it to understanding. Start to learn and love our couple. Don't just say that "I LOVE YOU". It's common thing. Everybody can say it. Show your love to your love one.

PATIENT! Tolerant to each other. That is the most important thing.

Without this, we might get a problem, fighting with each other and have many misunderstanding.

This is just expression of my feelings. No offence.

To my sayang. If you read this, I just want to say, I hope you will understand me, and try to get along with my attitude. I LOVE YOU and never ever cross in my mind to hurt you even you dare to hurt me. No offence sayang.

p/s: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Heart.

Your heart is yours and I have no right to make it mine unless you insist too.

I won't force you to be mine nor to love me. It's all in your hands and your right.
I know you mad at me. But, what can I say? I'm just an ordinary human. I make mistakes and so other people do.

But, for sure, I know what I should and shouldn't do.
I'm glad because I have you as my heart.
I'm glad because you were here to be with me.
I'm glad because you're willing to be with me.
I'm glad because you want to accept my love.

But, can you do me some favour?
Please don't get mad easily. Listen to my explanation and then you can judge me. I need your understanding.

But, I won't mad. I won't force you to love me. Because I have no right to do that. I'm nobody.
I'm ugly, I'm fat and I don't know how to fashion.
But one thing that I do know is, I LOVE YOU.

p/s: I won't force you sayang.

Kubah Ria

Kubah Ria. A place that I always visit before.
After many months has gone, today, I went back to that place to pampered myself there.

The water is very cold. Super cold. Many memories written there.
I still remember, the first time I went to Kubah Ria is when I was 15 years old. On the time, I went there with my friends. Many of us always like to being there, enjoyed ourselves and of course to release our tension after going through out week with books.

In 2008, one tragic thing had happen and I never went there for almost one year.

For the first time, I went back to Kubah Ria with Sharil after that tragedy happen. Oh, gosh, this place reminds me to many thing. This place reminds me to many old memories. But, like people said, let the bygones be bygones. :)

So, today, I had fun with Alberto, his friend and my brother pleasured ourself at one of the waterfall there. HEHE. BEST YO! :D

Well, biasalah Alberto, he's GEDIKS. HAHA.

We went back home around 5p.m.
Sent Alberto and his friend back to Poliku and I drove back to my house. Thanks for makes my day perfect. :)

Bye.