It has been a week I didn't update my blog. I got many things to say but I don't know where to start. Many things have happened during this one week. Many bad things than good thing happened to me within this week.
Indeed!
What? Indeed? Why must I say so? I feel very awkward. Feel bored to enter all classes. Feel reluctant to do all the exercise. And for the first time I got zero in my quiz.
What? Suck isn't? I know. I also regret about it. Why I turned up like this? Where is my spirit to do well in my studies? Where all those things go?
My aim, my targets, all gone. I feel very lazy to wake up in the morning and turn up in my classes. But, I have too. Because I want to get myself better than others.
I don't to make myself continue behave like this. I must change. I must return back my self-esteem. I need a friend to talk with. That can advise me, which can motivate me as well as encourage me not letting me down until the deepest place in earth.
To be honest, I don't feel like to pursue my studies. I feel like to quitting this all harsh thing. But, why must I do all that? I must finish what have I start. And that’s all that I can do.
Wish me luck people. Insya Allah, I will manage to get a degree for myself.
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