^.~

You? No more you in my life. No more you in my heart. Yeay. Live and laugh as much as I want because I can't make myself forget about you. :)

Someone likes me. :)

Hey hey hey.
I want to share with you all about someone *can't mention that person name here*
Nya jatuh cinta with me yaw~ HAHA :)
But, I tell that person that I'm more comfortable to be single for the time being and I also not so into that person. :)

Sorry okay. Find someone else. I afraid that you will regret if you know me better.
It's not easy to get me unless I really likes you. Meaning here I loves you too. Hehe~
Sorry. :)

Ehem :)

Ehem. HAHA. Ngek ngek jer :)

I'm smiling yaw this morning. Initially I can forget 'F' I guess. Yeay!
Dah. Bye. Ya jak. HAHA.

The Truth :)

Perfectly right. :)

Regretting? Maybe no but...

Menyesal? Maybe tak pernah pun aku rasa tapi tipu lah if I say that I was never felt that.
Human being kan semua nya hipokrit. :)
Aku kenal dia sejak dari tahun 2010 lagi. I know this person from my ex's. I fell in love with this person after I broke up with my ex's a few months after that.

Menyesal? Maybe tak. Sejak aku kenal dia mula-mula dia amat baik dengan aku. Cuma lama kelamaan sikap dan sifatnya berubah. Maybe disebabkan cinta matinya terhadap ex nya yang terdahulu. Kenapa dia buat aku begini?

Menyesal? Maybe tak. Sebab it was my pleasure untuk mengenali dirinya.

Menyesal? Maybe ya. Aku menyesal kerana aku telah menjalinkan hubungan dengannya sebagai pasangan kekasih walau aku tahu sebenarnya cintanya bukanlah untuk aku. Aku seperti tertipu.

Menyesal? Aku pun dah tak tahu. Sekarang ex's dia pun dah ada kat Kuching. What can I say? Dia pun tak pernah layan aku macam tu. Dia pun tak pernah tunjukkan sayang dia kat aku macam dia tunjukkan kat ex's dia. Bergambar? Maybe pernah. Tapi satu pun gambar aku dah takde lagi. Dia memang tak pernah sayangkan aku sejak kali pertama dia kata suka. Kerana aku tahu suka dan sayang adalah berbeza.

Tapi aku tak pernah menyesal walau aku sendiri yang terasa sakit hati. Takpe lah. Nasib badan. Sekarang dia pun dah jadi ex aku. Aku just selalu pandang dia dari jauh jer~

Tapi baru sekarang aku rasa diri aku tertipu. Takper. Hadapi dengan senyuman. Sabar sabar sabar. :)

Dauth Troki.

A man. A friend. And a very charming prince. HAHAHA.
Named Dauth Troki.

I know this guy about 1 year ago.
Nya banyak gilak Facebook. Susah bila orang dah famous. HAHA!

Nya ka? Nya lawa. Seriously. Tapi yala, nya friendly. Even if he got problems, he still laughing and laughing and yes, still laughing at his own problem.

Okay, this entry is just for dauth. So nunggu ku korek rahsia lok baru dapat tulis panjang-panjang. Till then, have a nice day. HAHA :)

*Dauth- I love this picture so freaking much. Magnificent yaw. HAHA :D

Confession of Sunday's

I made one confession today. With someone. Thank you for listening my luahan hati.
Thank you very much Dauth. Thank you thank you. :D

I went very down today but what can I do? My fault? I think yes. Indeed.
But what can I do? Hmm.

But, Dauth, you know what I felt kan? Hmm. I talked to you for a couple of hours on the phone. I tell you everything that I feel, who, and what I feel about them.
Hmm. Okay lah.
Thank you again.

Salam. :((

Hang out.

Today, Saturday. I went out with them again. Yes, again.
Am I hurting myself seeing both of them hugging hugging and crawling at my back seat? Uhh!
Never mind. Sabar afie, sabar.

We went out not just 3 of us, but 4 of us. Me, Sharil and them. HAHA. No need for me to mention their name.
Hmm. My mood was not so goodddd today and I might not writing to long in this entry today. So bye bye lah.

p/s : Everything that happens when we are in love is different. The entire things that we do together are the most   unforgettable memories ever. But after broke up, people tend to be EGO and says 'Aku dah lupakan semua ya dah!' But actually, those are the things that remain fresh on their minds. Like me. Still fresh on my mind.

Mereka.

Okay, today I went out with both of my ex's.
Sorang ex aku and sorang gik pun ex aku. Ex aku ya pernah juak in relationship with ex aku yang sorang ya.
Great isn't it? Aku keluar ngan 2 2 ex aku today.

What I feel and what I saw is not important. What matters now is how I want to face both of them until the end of my semesters here. Hmm. Aku takut. Semuanyalah.

Keluar with both of them would make me feel very uneasy. Ex bah. Aku masih rasa sayang masih rasa rindu especially ex aku yang sorang ya. Nya ajak yang sik cayak. But nevermind.

Hmm. Swing dah aku. HAHA! Okay. Bye!

Dia datang.

My ex's dah pun sampai hari tok.
Nya message aku early in the morning and tell me that nya dah sampai di kuching.

Nya ajak aku jumpa pukul 10. But sorry baby, I got class on that time. Sorry. Hehe :D

Surprisingly aku terjumpa nya tengah hari ya yaw~ HAHA! Sik sangka. Terjumpa nya kat HEA.
But, its okay. Nya belong with someone else.

Okay, ya jak. Aku mok keluar ngan nya lok. Bye.

*Perasaan aku bercampur. Senyum jak. :)

Part 4

Monday. Yeah. The day of today.
Today, my new semester start again. Oh yeah, many news stories will appears in my life in this new semester.

And one of it is, my ex's is coming to UiTM!!
Yes, my ex's. Nya akan belajar satu university with me and will become my junior because nya ambil course yang sama dengan aku. Uhh! Elek jak aku. Awal-awal dah nya message ngan aku mdah nya ambik course yang sama ngan aku. Hmm, what would I feel after I see my ex's. Oh oh oh!

Dah, mood kurang. Bye~